Demi Lovato Says She ‘Can’t’ Tour Anymore Amidst HOLY FVCK Dates

Takes its toll. Demi Lovato sincerely addressed – then deleted – her thoughts on not planning any more trips in the future.

“I’m so mad I can’t get out of bed ?? I can’t do this anymore,” Lovato, 30, wrote in the since-deleted Instagram Stories on Tuesday, Sept. 13. according to a fan account. “This next trip will be my last. Love and thanks guys.”

The singer is currently on her HOLY FVCK tour, performing her eighth studio album across North America until early November.

While promoting her new music, Lovato opened up about choosing to return to a rock sound. “I wanted to go back to my roots,” she told Vogue in August. “What I learned about myself making this record is that it’s okay to own your truth. I wanted to take my power back.”

For the Disney Channel alum, it was important that the HOLY FVCK elements explore her evolution in the music industry. “There wasn’t a conscious sound I had — I just know I wanted it to be harder,” she added. “I wanted it to go harder than my first and second albums. But I left it to the creative process of what came out while I was making the album.”

Lovato also discussed her thoughts on her pop music era, saying, “I’m proud of that work, but it didn’t make me happy. There was always this kind of emptiness that I felt because I was trying to be someone that I wasn’t was. Now I identify as non-binary, so when I say, ‘Would you like me better if I was still her,’ it’s also a reference to people wanting me to be what they wanted me to be in their eyes.

That same month, the Texas native sparked romance rumors with Jordan Lutes after they collaborated on her album. “Substance by @ddlovato out now!! one of my favorite songs I’ve ever worked on,” gushed the rapper, 25, via Instagram a month before HOLY FVCK was released. “When I was asked to pull up and write for this session, I remember thinking wtf am I going to do in a Demi Lovato session? Only to show up and realize she was doing one of the hardest rock projects, I’ve ever heard.”

He added: “Obviously a crazy milestone for me, but other than that I feel so blessed to be a part of something I’m such a big fan of. Cheers to the whole gang ?.”

Lovato, for her part, reflected on setting personal goals for herself amid the new relationship. “Things like having a family are really important to me,” shared the artist, who prefers she/her and they/them pronouns. Entertainment tonight in August. “It’s the substance of life. I’ve really found who I am. I say that a lot every time I get older, but it’s like I’ve never felt so sure of myself and grounded.”